Yesterday seemed totally spent transferring my Y360 content here as a safe depository and on Y!Profile page getting that set up to my liking.   These tasks wouldn’t ordinarily been such an ordeal but I’ve been sick most o f this week with some weird throat ailment including a bad case of laryngitis.  This dog illustrates how LIMP
I feel; but I’m sure the dog feels a heck of a lot better than I!

You Need Success to Be Happy

You are a responsible and serious person. You like to do things well. Reaching your goals is very important to you, and you don\’t like getting sidetracked. You feel great when you are mastering new tasks and solving problems. You believe in hard work. Nothing makes you feel worse than feeling like you are doing a slack job.

Everyone ready for a scene? I seem to find myself in the ridiculous position of damned if I do, damned if I don\’t. There will be NO DIVORCE in
my immediate future; not even a \”legal
separation\” because neither will help, nor protect, me in any way. I\’m trapped, as it were, in a \’Catch-22\’
type situation.
I am in LIMBO…..Arrrrrrrrrrrrh AND
I am pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I take my first step into the legal avenues tomorrow when I
have my initial consultation with a highly recommended lawyer.

This is strictly a fishing expedition for me. I have no
clear idea of what I need to do to ensure my emotional and financial protection, except for the most obvious one. The one thing I am clear on is my unwillingness to continue to enable irresponsible behavior; that comes to an end, one
way or another.

Sometimes the most obvious solution is not the best one to follow. It is all new territory for me. Wish me coherence
and clarity of thought while I go about the possible/probable dis-assembly of my life tomorrow.

Sorry for having been missing for a while. Too
many upsetting events have been taking center
stage in my \”so called life\”. But the time has arrived to get off the tight-rope I\’ve walked for most of life. Simply put, I\’m damned tired of that taunt rope with the imaginary safety net and am now ready for that step onto the firmness and safety offered by the platform at the rope\’s end. What this step symbolizes for me is that I am finally ready to concede defeat and retire from that swaying rope. This has been a most difficult decision and one that I must tell you is not, and will not, be easily done. The decisions I\’ve reached will have drastic effects on my entire family. It is not easy to give up my long held role as Family Peace Keeper, but if I do not now become MY OWN PEACE KEEPER, I feel my \”I\” will disappear.
Do I feel as though I\’ve squandered my life?
No, not at all; I have, with all my warts and other faults, produced two lovely, caring, and supportive daughters. As an added bonus, two very decent sons-in-law are also included.